Through the ghoul-guarded gateways of slumber,
Past the wan-mooned abysses of night, I have
lived o'er my lives without number, I have sounded
all things with my sight; And I struggle and shriek ere the daybreak,
being driven to madness with fright.
I have whirled with the earth at the dawning,
When the sky was a vaporous flame; I have seen
the dark universe yawning Where the black planets
roll without aim, Where they roll in their horror unheeded, without
knowledge or lustre or name.
I had drifted o'er seas without ending, Under
sinister grey-clouded skies, That the many-forked lightning is
rending, That resound with hysterical cries;
With the moans of invisible daemons, that out of the green waters
rise.
I have plunged like a deer through the arches Of
the hoary primoridal grove, Where the oaks feel the presence that
marches, And stalks on where no spirit dares rove,
And I flee from a thing that surrounds me, and leers through dead
branches above.
I have stumbled by cave-ridden mountains That
rise barren and bleak from the plain, I have drunk of the fog-foetid
fountains That ooze down to the marsh and the main;
And in hot cursed tarns I have seen things, I care not to gaze on
again.
I have scanned the vast ivy-clad palace, I have
trod its untenanted hall, Where the moon rising up from the valleys
Shows the tapestried things on the wall; Strange
figures discordantly woven, that I cannot endure to recall.
I have peered from the casements in wonder At the
mouldering meadows around, At the many-roofed village laid under
The curse of a grave-girdled ground; And from
rows of white urn-carven marble, I listen intently for sound.
I have haunted the tombs of the ages, I have
flown on the pinions of fear, Where the smoke-belching Erebus rages;
Where the jokulls loom snow-clad and drear: And
in realms where the sun of the desert consumes what it never can cheer.
I was old when the pharaohs first mounted The
jewel-decked throne by the Nile; I was old in those epochs uncounted
When I, and I only, was vile; And Man, yet
untainted and happy, dwelt in bliss on the far Arctic isle.
Oh, great was the sin of my spirit, And great is
the reach of its doom; Not the pity of Heaven can cheer it,
Nor can respite be found in the tomb: Down the
infinite aeons come beating the wings of unmerciful gloom.
Through the ghoul-guarded gateways of slumber,
Past the wan-mooned abysses of night, I have
lived o'er my lives without number, I have sounded
all things with my sight; And I struggle and shriek ere the daybreak,
being driven to madness with fright. |